Sunday, April 03, 2011

lyrics.

...which currently describe my life.
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When shadows fall on us, we will not fear, we will remember. When all seems lost, we're thrown and we're tossed- we'll remember the cost we're resting in: the shadow of the Cross.
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I have a Maker, He formed my heart. Before even time began, my life was in His hands. He knows my name. He knows my every thought. He sees each tear that falls, and hears me when I call. I have a Father, He calls me His own. He'll never leave me, no matter where I go.
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How long will this take? How much can I go through? My heart, my soul aches, I don't know what to do. I bend but don't break, and somehow I get through, because I have you. And if I had to crawl, well You'd crawl too. I stumble and I fall, carry me through. The wonder of it all is You see me through.
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What is this doubt in me, convincing me to fear the unknown? When all along, You've shown Your plans are better than my own. But how can I be certain? Will You prove Yourself again? Cause I'm about to let go and live what I believe. I can't do a thing now, but trust that You'll catch me, when I let go.
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And all I wanna do is walk out of this place. But when I am stuck, and I can't move, when I don't know what I should do, when I wonder if I'll ever make it through- I gotta keep singing. Gotta keep praising Your name, cause You're the one who's keeping my heart beating.
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I get carried away, like I'm the only one who's ever felt the way that I do. But I can hear You say "You're not the only one, cause everybody hopes to get through". And it's got me sleeping in- Every day, God, it's the same thing. Yeah, you caught me sleeping in- I'm still hiding, I'm still waiting. I need You here with me to face the world outside, cause I'm tired of sleeping in.
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...I feel like I'm slipping away. After all this has passed, I still will remain. After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain. Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again- and there'll be beauty from pain. You will bring beauty from my pain.
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